Well, today has been rather a - ok i believe. I managed to do alot of things I had been meening to do, only well.....I had just been putting them off I guess. What these things are I really don't want to talk about, so if you are reading this...i'll leave it to your imagination.
Just sitting in my room basically all day has made me realise how lucky I am in some aspects, with the way my work is spread out I still have lots of time to do whatever I want, whenever I want to, I like it when I have still quite a full life, but still time for me :) time I need right now I think.
Also waiting for Miss Daly too phone me back.
Anyhooo, that's all I have to say really.
Jackabee out.
Wednesday, 3 December 2008
Tuesday, 2 December 2008
Smooth Criminal
Ho yes, home...warmth....SERIOUS that friggin shop is fecking freezing!! But yerr, today was like ubar-cool...my manager - KT - is a grade A nutter, but she's cool, we got on well which is good...we both live in an organised mess and have roughly the same sense of humour. So it's all good. I want to rest but have this fecking quiz thing to go to...I really can't be arsed, might aswell keep the family happy though.
Yes, tomorrow is my one and only day off in a week, otherwise working 6 days a week! I think I might have to sleep.....lots. lol.
Anyways, i'm toodling off now.
Jackabee out.
Current Song: Love Machine - Arctic Monkeys (Girls Aloud Cover)
Yes, tomorrow is my one and only day off in a week, otherwise working 6 days a week! I think I might have to sleep.....lots. lol.
Anyways, i'm toodling off now.
Jackabee out.
Current Song: Love Machine - Arctic Monkeys (Girls Aloud Cover)
Monday, 1 December 2008
Feel Good Drag
Yesterday at work was like so awesomeness it was unbelievable! Me and fia had like the most amazing time talking/joking around, it was immense! If the monday shift comes up she so better get it!!
Also managed to do a fair bit of christmas shopping yesterday, although I still have a fair bit to buy, including parents and friendlings but atleast I got the sister and her boyfriend sorted out. It's got to the point where after 3 years i have to buy him a present....basically part of the family.
Myeh, it's 8 o clock, 20 minutes before I have to leave for work at the new job.....my body is in like shock at the moment, and I have to walk.......it looks cold out there...*checks weather toolbar*
ZERO!!! *dies* I'm gunna freeze with what I currently have on *grabs 2 more jumpers*.. that shoud do...
Going to some quiz thingymajig tonight at mum's work tonight, basically straight after I get in from work *17:30 if you are intrested* .....*yawn*.... Jack doesnt take no rest well.....ho no he doesnt. Hopefully it will be worth my while going, if you catch my drift *wink*. So if you are reading this and know me, I won't be on msn until later on if you need me! Although text me if you really want to....I will get bored at work/quiz no doubt.
;D
Jackabee out.
Also managed to do a fair bit of christmas shopping yesterday, although I still have a fair bit to buy, including parents and friendlings but atleast I got the sister and her boyfriend sorted out. It's got to the point where after 3 years i have to buy him a present....basically part of the family.
Myeh, it's 8 o clock, 20 minutes before I have to leave for work at the new job.....my body is in like shock at the moment, and I have to walk.......it looks cold out there...*checks weather toolbar*
ZERO!!! *dies* I'm gunna freeze with what I currently have on *grabs 2 more jumpers*.. that shoud do...
Going to some quiz thingymajig tonight at mum's work tonight, basically straight after I get in from work *17:30 if you are intrested* .....*yawn*.... Jack doesnt take no rest well.....ho no he doesnt. Hopefully it will be worth my while going, if you catch my drift *wink*. So if you are reading this and know me, I won't be on msn until later on if you need me! Although text me if you really want to....I will get bored at work/quiz no doubt.
;D
Jackabee out.
Sunday, 30 November 2008
Saturday, 29 November 2008
Stomp!!
AND THE STARS UP ABOVE!!!
Omg I love that song it is AMAZING! [ T+Pazolite - Stomp!! ]
Now got Ryu/Ken shouting Hadouken! in my ear too a fast beat 's random lol.
Anyways lol, my day consisted of 12 hours of work o___o although i don't feel tired at all! I had a good day ^_^ i love my new job, it was very quiet today but i look forward to it getting a bit busier!!
*gets measured*
sorry 'bout that...I'm 188cm tall apparently...yeah...interesting fact for you....not
Jack out.
Omg I love that song it is AMAZING! [ T+Pazolite - Stomp!! ]
Now got Ryu/Ken shouting Hadouken! in my ear too a fast beat 's random lol.
Anyways lol, my day consisted of 12 hours of work o___o although i don't feel tired at all! I had a good day ^_^ i love my new job, it was very quiet today but i look forward to it getting a bit busier!!
*gets measured*
sorry 'bout that...I'm 188cm tall apparently...yeah...interesting fact for you....not
Jack out.
Friday, 28 November 2008
French Immersion
ahahahah, how wrong could i be!! The Changeling, is dull, boring and just generally not my thing!!
Today was goodo *thumbs up*, if your reading this and saw me looking down, I wasnt down...and as I said to Lizzie-Chan, I'm cheerful on the inside =]
Work tomorrow, starting at sussex lighting centre as a trial day from 9-4 and the going to capital 4.30-9.....
Methinks I'm gunna be knackered.....
Laters.
Today was goodo *thumbs up*, if your reading this and saw me looking down, I wasnt down...and as I said to Lizzie-Chan, I'm cheerful on the inside =]
Work tomorrow, starting at sussex lighting centre as a trial day from 9-4 and the going to capital 4.30-9.....
Methinks I'm gunna be knackered.....
Laters.
Until It Sleeps
*yawwwwwn*
Jackabee be tired, yes indeed, i'm still not sleeping well really....oh well.
Off out into college to see peepsicles, a couple in particular =] then off into town (if she has remembered) to Costa's/Starbucks/wherever......for a little while then off to the ever so lovely work. Hopefully the new film will be better than Bond, although I don't think that is very hard to be honest. XD
Well, I'm gunna go get up properly, it's 12:15 and I'm still in bed...lol...suckers.
Current Song: DJ Sharpnel - Final Countdown Tv
Jackabee be tired, yes indeed, i'm still not sleeping well really....oh well.
Off out into college to see peepsicles, a couple in particular =] then off into town (if she has remembered) to Costa's/Starbucks/wherever......for a little while then off to the ever so lovely work. Hopefully the new film will be better than Bond, although I don't think that is very hard to be honest. XD
Well, I'm gunna go get up properly, it's 12:15 and I'm still in bed...lol...suckers.
Current Song: DJ Sharpnel - Final Countdown Tv
Wednesday, 26 November 2008
The Heart And The Shape
OMGLOLYAY!!
I actually have a day off work tomorrow, no bloody Quantum Of Solace anymore!!! *partay!*
*cough* AHEM! *cough* back to sanity, I inted to sleep tomorrow, meeting Rachel for lunch now, which means getting up and being active .... damn ... erm lol, i mean fantastic! Also going bowling in the evening with the gang, which should be coolness, yes indeed, i inted to play the game seriously by guttering every ball! I'm so immature sometimes....
That's all for now.
Foughten Field by Arm (sick J-Core tune)
I actually have a day off work tomorrow, no bloody Quantum Of Solace anymore!!! *partay!*
*cough* AHEM! *cough* back to sanity, I inted to sleep tomorrow, meeting Rachel for lunch now, which means getting up and being active .... damn ... erm lol, i mean fantastic! Also going bowling in the evening with the gang, which should be coolness, yes indeed, i inted to play the game seriously by guttering every ball! I'm so immature sometimes....
That's all for now.
Foughten Field by Arm (sick J-Core tune)
China Grove
*smile*
Today has been alright so far, had guy come round to look at the fireplace *its friggin bust*, although I had to go to the dentist...so my Nan and Grandad came over, so I got to see them which was good. Now sitting here listening to T+Pazolite, bloody good music. Got work again today, trust me I'm gunna throw a part when Quantum of Solace finishes!
Getting comments on Tailcast aswell, people actually saying they like my work, makes me very happy. I'm smiling.
Peace.
Imashou (Forget-Me-Not) by T+Pazolite
Today has been alright so far, had guy come round to look at the fireplace *its friggin bust*, although I had to go to the dentist...so my Nan and Grandad came over, so I got to see them which was good. Now sitting here listening to T+Pazolite, bloody good music. Got work again today, trust me I'm gunna throw a part when Quantum of Solace finishes!
Getting comments on Tailcast aswell, people actually saying they like my work, makes me very happy. I'm smiling.
Peace.
Imashou (Forget-Me-Not) by T+Pazolite
Tuesday, 25 November 2008
Letters To You
Wow. That's like really cool.
Suppose I should explain, just checked my e-mails and found one that said one of my poems has been 'Featured' on Tailcast. I checked this out and sure enough when I clicked on the writing section and then the poetry section, hey presto, there it was!!
Makes me feel happy that after only like a day or two of being on it i'm being noticed :)
http://www.tailcast.com/ - check it out!
Peace.
Suppose I should explain, just checked my e-mails and found one that said one of my poems has been 'Featured' on Tailcast. I checked this out and sure enough when I clicked on the writing section and then the poetry section, hey presto, there it was!!
Makes me feel happy that after only like a day or two of being on it i'm being noticed :)
http://www.tailcast.com/ - check it out!
Peace.
Monday, 24 November 2008
Under The Bridge
*Thumbs Up*
Today was alrightness I guess. I woke up pretty late, and didn't get to watch any Anime as I had foreplanned to do, which is a bit suckage. I just didn't feel like it. So instead I listened to some J-Core whilst downloading more to sort out my mood [note] I was in a bad mood when I woke up [end note] it worked very well I found, you can't not be happy when listening to J-Core! I then proceeded to go to work....frigging hell I underestimated how cold it was today! So I needed time to thaw out when I got to work as I was white as a sheet and I couldn't feel my feet or hands, even though I was wearing two pairs of socks, gloves, a scarf, a hat and 4 layers [note to self] wear more next time [end note to self]
Got home and watched Spooks, hell it was good. I tend not to watch much TV but Spooks is one of those classic amazing programs that make you grip the edge of the seat. I'm hooked I guess. Now sitting and listening to music before I think about going to bed. Haha, more work tomorrow. YAY more bloody Quantum Of Solace [note 2] it's a pile of crap [end note 2].
Jackabee out.
Coheed And Cambria - Devil In Jersey City
Today was alrightness I guess. I woke up pretty late, and didn't get to watch any Anime as I had foreplanned to do, which is a bit suckage. I just didn't feel like it. So instead I listened to some J-Core whilst downloading more to sort out my mood [note] I was in a bad mood when I woke up [end note] it worked very well I found, you can't not be happy when listening to J-Core! I then proceeded to go to work....frigging hell I underestimated how cold it was today! So I needed time to thaw out when I got to work as I was white as a sheet and I couldn't feel my feet or hands, even though I was wearing two pairs of socks, gloves, a scarf, a hat and 4 layers [note to self] wear more next time [end note to self]
Got home and watched Spooks, hell it was good. I tend not to watch much TV but Spooks is one of those classic amazing programs that make you grip the edge of the seat. I'm hooked I guess. Now sitting and listening to music before I think about going to bed. Haha, more work tomorrow. YAY more bloody Quantum Of Solace [note 2] it's a pile of crap [end note 2].
Jackabee out.
Coheed And Cambria - Devil In Jersey City
Saturday, 22 November 2008
Rendez-Voodoo
I'm so bored.
No jokes....curently listening to MGMT, they ain't bad, just not great.
Met Rachel for lunch today, went to Beefeater and had a good time. Afterwards met dad in town and bought the best of album of Stevie Ray Vaughan - 's amazing. Guitar GOD.
:(....other than that i need a hug.....
No jokes....curently listening to MGMT, they ain't bad, just not great.
Met Rachel for lunch today, went to Beefeater and had a good time. Afterwards met dad in town and bought the best of album of Stevie Ray Vaughan - 's amazing. Guitar GOD.
:(....other than that i need a hug.....
....and some company....
....just some general lovin' would be nice....
Today took my mind of what today really is. It was on my mind the whole time, atleast, I don't think it showed. 9 months has gone so quickly. I guess my time recently around here would have been better with you around Charlotte, why does life have to be so darned shit? We always said that, it's now that it's true. Those times were the best ever.
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In Loving Memory Of
<3 Charlotte <3
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In Loving Memory Of
<3 Charlotte <3
Friday, 14 November 2008
Alive Out Of Habit
No I don't give a flying fuck what anybody thinks, you can read this and give a shit or not. I'm through with everything, and I mean everything, I can't be fucked to be blanked, I can't be fucked to say things and have nothing said back. You know, thinking about it so few people actually bother to see if I'm alright anymore, made me see who my true friends are, I don't give a shit if you're halfway up the country, I'm still your fucking friend, I've made the effort and what do I get in return - nothing. So I'm not going to bother anymore, I mean why should I? I deserve better than to be treated like shit, I'm nice to people for a reason, and I get nothing out of it, so there it is. That's what I truly think. No more lieing to myself that everything will be ok, because come on, when is anything ok? Tell you what guys, take a hold of reality. I'm done with this, I know who my friends are, so that's it. Text me if you want to say anything.
Tuesday, 11 November 2008
Soul Society
1st Squad: 'place on offer'
2nd Squad: 'place on offer'
3rd Squad: 'place on offer'
4th Squad: 'place on offer'
5th Squad: 'place on offer'
6th Squad: 'place on offer'
7th Squad: 'place on offer'
8th Squad: 'place on offer'
9th Squad: Captain Haraizan
Zanpakuto: Kyokujitsu
1oth Squad: Captain Anoa
Zanpakuto: Shinri
11th Squad: 'place on offer'
12th Squad: 'place on offer'
13th Squad: 'place on offer'
LOL YES!! me and fia are creating our very own soul society, make applications stating your name, and zanpakuto name, to either Captain Anoa, or myself Captain Haraizan!
We are so cool....
2nd Squad: 'place on offer'
3rd Squad: 'place on offer'
4th Squad: 'place on offer'
5th Squad: 'place on offer'
6th Squad: 'place on offer'
7th Squad: 'place on offer'
8th Squad: 'place on offer'
9th Squad: Captain Haraizan
Zanpakuto: Kyokujitsu
1oth Squad: Captain Anoa
Zanpakuto: Shinri
11th Squad: 'place on offer'
12th Squad: 'place on offer'
13th Squad: 'place on offer'
LOL YES!! me and fia are creating our very own soul society, make applications stating your name, and zanpakuto name, to either Captain Anoa, or myself Captain Haraizan!
We are so cool....
Tuesday, 4 November 2008
Breathe
Bought 3 new PSP games yesterdays.....for £20, not bad I suppose:
1) Fifa 2008 - not brilliant but, hey I suck at footie games anyway
2) Street Fighter Alpha Max 3 - cant go wrong with street fighter if i do just button bash lol
3) Final Fantasy Tactics War of the Lions - <3 this game already, even if the A.I is ridiculously unbeatable
And 3 volumes of Bleach for under £7 LOL. Took money of the 3 for 2 offer with my loyalty card, which I also <3
Peace.
1) Fifa 2008 - not brilliant but, hey I suck at footie games anyway
2) Street Fighter Alpha Max 3 - cant go wrong with street fighter if i do just button bash lol
3) Final Fantasy Tactics War of the Lions - <3 this game already, even if the A.I is ridiculously unbeatable
And 3 volumes of Bleach for under £7 LOL. Took money of the 3 for 2 offer with my loyalty card, which I also <3
Peace.
Sunday, 26 October 2008
Sonic Reducer
8 months
8 whole months now.
and the pain won't disappear.
I miss you Charlotte.
More than ever.
Tuesday, 14 October 2008
In Another Life
erm yeah
ignore that
I got really down
and I meen really far down
ignore it
really
serious
just
dont ask
please?
ignore that
I got really down
and I meen really far down
ignore it
really
serious
just
dont ask
please?
Ever Dream
It's been nearly 8 months now, this pain doesnt seem too end no matter what I do or what I say, so much has happened too me this year, and all I end up thinking is how I can make things better for myself. And that's how I get the way I am now. I need time out. If you don't hear from me don't worry, it's nothing personal, I just need space too think everything out right now. I have a fear of falling, but I constantly am, so why arent I scared?
That's all from me for now, as I said don't worry about me. It's not worth your time.
That's all from me for now, as I said don't worry about me. It's not worth your time.
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